Oldest and youngest.

When I look at my children now, especially Nathan, I am acutely aware that this might be the last moment I have with them. I breathe them in...watch them breathe and close the door as I pad to my bed. Often wondering if this will be the last time I see their chest move up and down in peaceful slumber.

Today we got some photos taken of Samuel (turning 7 soon), Theodore (just turned 4) and Nathan (6 weeks 1 day old). Choosing was impossible. Here is one of my faves of my oldest son loving on my youngest son.

Love you to the moon and back Samuel, Vincent, Theodore, Little J, Eva, Nathan...