Full of joy. Ha.

Several young men in our community have died this past week in motorcycle crashes, car crashes, and off road crashes. I look at my four, hopefully soon to be five, reckless boys and wonder which one(s) will see heaven before me. It feels like the odds are stacked against me that at least one of them will be involved in some sort of fatal crash. Of course, that's if cancer doesn't get them first. Oh yes, I'm full of joy this week.