Let's talk about death challenge: Day 22

Once I woke up sobbing in the night. It was powerful.

Otherwise, my dreams have remained, generally, disappointingly similar to the dreams from before her death.

The main thing that has changed is what I wish I could dream about. I prayed nightly for the first year for Eva to come to me in my dreams. It never happened. I still wish it periodically. To hold her, even just in my dreams...