Saturday, February 15, 2014

Ten months one day.

10 months 1 day. 

Nathan lived through yesterday. Every moment he lived today is longer than our Eva ever lived here on earth. 

It was a mixed bag today. I imagine i will get used to Eva's little brother being older than she is, as time passes. But, right now, it's hard. Why, oh why did she never get the chance to see the other side of yesterday...

A friend of mine once said about her daughter's life is that her life was perfect only 100 years too short.

Today, that's how I feel about my Eva. The perfect life. Only 100 years too short.

Miss you and love you so much my precious daughter. 


  1. I am so very glad that Nathan is getting older, and so terribly sad that Eva is not. You've been on my mind of late.

  2. Seriously bittersweet. Definitely 100 years too short. I'm so sorry.

  3. Your post made me think of how time for us is so real. And time in eternity doesn't is the always the present. Oh, how we long to be there. ♥{hugs} and prayers

  4. I remember when Rosabella was older than Grace ever was IT was a hard moment, but also a sigh of relief. These weird mixed emotions.

  5. I remember how hard it was for me when Rosabella was older than Grace ever was, I was relieved and so sad at the same time. Holding you in my heart through these difficult days