tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-76554524397208747.post8125462934444734541..comments2023-04-01T03:49:22.593-07:00Comments on After Eva: Growing older.Emhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11910371746336686970noreply@blogger.comBlogger4125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-76554524397208747.post-17056299371631733182014-12-09T23:36:59.957-08:002014-12-09T23:36:59.957-08:00I do this too - look back and compare. I think i...I do this too - look back and compare. I think it's something to do with looking for outward signs of what has happened to us - this transformative act of our children dying, that took them from us entirely... and rendered us "different" forever.<br /><br />I also think it's something to do with being tied to that old version of ourselves... our children can't move on, yet we age. Madeleine is growing up, reaching the same milestones as Catherine - and I am playing (apparently) the same role - but I am so different.<br /><br />Yup - total head fuck :(<br /><br />You are a beautiful person inside and out xxSusanhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/08189847375191755096noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-76554524397208747.post-10870289781597751192014-12-06T11:48:14.598-08:002014-12-06T11:48:14.598-08:00I find more grey hairs every day. I wish that our...I find more grey hairs every day. I wish that our girls were here with us getting older too. Grace's Momhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15208469231684698972noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-76554524397208747.post-8828996570643475932014-12-05T21:50:27.615-08:002014-12-05T21:50:27.615-08:00If only...sigh.If only...sigh.Emhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/11910371746336686970noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-76554524397208747.post-79317115591801486312014-12-05T13:06:30.559-08:002014-12-05T13:06:30.559-08:00Beautiful. If only Eva could be giggling in your a...Beautiful. If only Eva could be giggling in your arms...Anonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/16764909215283164340noreply@blogger.com