tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-76554524397208747.post4387182177582307556..comments2023-04-01T03:49:22.593-07:00Comments on After Eva: There are pillows in heaven.Emhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11910371746336686970noreply@blogger.comBlogger9125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-76554524397208747.post-90304308609364222242012-11-02T16:21:50.155-07:002012-11-02T16:21:50.155-07:00I can't set the table anymore without counting...I can't set the table anymore without counting wrong. How many children do we have? I subtract one but always seem to make a mistake one way or the other. <br />The day we moved Eva's crib was a strange day. She has, obviously, less stuff than Graham. I think if I lost a child Graham's age I'd keep that room for a long time before moving things around. Be gentle on yourself. It has only been a few months since he died. Shock can last a very long time. It's not over in a few days like some would have you believe. Much love to you my dear.<br />EmEmhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/11910371746336686970noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-76554524397208747.post-64378675685388036632012-11-02T10:09:45.483-07:002012-11-02T10:09:45.483-07:00Oh this had me in tears... "Don't worry, ...Oh this had me in tears... "Don't worry, mommy, there are pillows in heaven" he said "there is everything there as there is on earth but not the sun or the moon". Isn't he just amazing? The pillows for all your children except Eva, the heart pillow given to J and when it should have been Eva's oh I am sure that would just about do me in. Renelhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/08490888250385942221noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-76554524397208747.post-7830833758844564412012-11-01T07:39:42.976-07:002012-11-01T07:39:42.976-07:00Struggling. I really can't believe it. Yesterd...Struggling. I really can't believe it. Yesterday I walked into my son's room and realized that I haven't moved anything...just in case he comes back. <br />How can we know something and yet still not really believe it?GrahamForeverInMyHearthttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15567227324094005373noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-76554524397208747.post-5172203795201868662012-10-31T22:55:03.265-07:002012-10-31T22:55:03.265-07:00Yes he is a sweetheart. A tender tough guy.Yes he is a sweetheart. A tender tough guy.Emhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/11910371746336686970noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-76554524397208747.post-19988314849232639202012-10-31T22:54:32.821-07:002012-10-31T22:54:32.821-07:00Brutal is right Heidi. Exactly right.Brutal is right Heidi. Exactly right.Emhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/11910371746336686970noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-76554524397208747.post-22781833671236927892012-10-30T23:45:57.350-07:002012-10-30T23:45:57.350-07:00brutal...of course that pillow would have been Eva...brutal...of course that pillow would have been Eva's! I'm glad that Vincent is so smart and knew just what to say to his hurting mama:)Heidihttps://www.blogger.com/profile/10926080379801096543noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-76554524397208747.post-74611755007824633872012-10-30T11:12:32.582-07:002012-10-30T11:12:32.582-07:00I'm sorry you had such a rotten, emotionally d...I'm sorry you had such a rotten, emotionally draining day. Vincent is a real sweetheart. He sure loves his sister and his mama.TShttps://www.blogger.com/profile/06535861927596022108noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-76554524397208747.post-61022465734637786882012-10-29T19:08:43.165-07:002012-10-29T19:08:43.165-07:00I know my girl is safe in heaven. It's just th...I know my girl is safe in heaven. It's just the here and now that hurts so much. How are you managing these days?Emhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/11910371746336686970noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-76554524397208747.post-56799038608711073572012-10-29T17:38:29.346-07:002012-10-29T17:38:29.346-07:00It is heartbreaking for you and most of all for Ev...It is heartbreaking for you and most of all for Eva.GrahamForeverInMyHearthttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15567227324094005373noreply@blogger.com