tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-76554524397208747.post849368444692407266..comments2023-04-01T03:49:22.593-07:00Comments on After Eva: Shift.Emhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11910371746336686970noreply@blogger.comBlogger6125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-76554524397208747.post-32941721655675033932012-06-29T17:53:47.189-07:002012-06-29T17:53:47.189-07:00Yes. Thank you Julie. We need your prayers. Thank ...Yes. Thank you Julie. We need your prayers. Thank you.Emhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/11910371746336686970noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-76554524397208747.post-46604202904689146572012-06-29T17:53:15.060-07:002012-06-29T17:53:15.060-07:00Renel,
I would have no trouble writing about my bo...Renel,<br />I would have no trouble writing about my boys on here. It's just that I come here more to write about Eva. My place to be with her...sort of...yet she is so much a part of and apart from my life with the boys it's just so hard to incorporate at this time. Maybe my communication skills will improve over time but right now it's hard to overlap these two worlds. I admire how you write about Kai and Camille together so well.Emhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/11910371746336686970noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-76554524397208747.post-8484237040094802792012-06-29T17:51:08.495-07:002012-06-29T17:51:08.495-07:00Thank you Caroline. I'm glad this post spoke t...Thank you Caroline. I'm glad this post spoke to you. It was very hard to write and try to incorporate the different worlds I live and love in. Sometimes the words do not come easily but sometimes they do.Emhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/11910371746336686970noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-76554524397208747.post-71954060073666022032012-06-29T12:31:17.409-07:002012-06-29T12:31:17.409-07:00I get this as well. Death is real, and it is our ...I get this as well. Death is real, and it is our enemy--but it WILL be conquered one day. Praying for you.Juliehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/07683263698741030695noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-76554524397208747.post-35246250571011746692012-06-29T10:27:48.745-07:002012-06-29T10:27:48.745-07:00Oh Em I get this- all of this with all of my being...Oh Em I get this- all of this with all of my being. I talk with my therapist a lot about how fearful I am of death because I recognize our mortality as being so easily ripped from us. I am worried about Kai constantly. This is why he sleeps with us since Camille died. You want to wrap them up and stick them in your pocket for safe keeping... But we can not. The dear is palpable. The fear was present before but once you know the reality of your child dying, the concept is no longer a concept. <br />I too wish I could dream of Camille. <br />As far as writing about your son's in this space, I personally never apologize for speaking ofmy living son or sensor my blog because, Em this is your space and your love and family. Eva is her own person but she is a part of your family. Thilompoc is a place for you to write of your love, fear, anger, Sadness anything. I hear you and I understand. Hugs.Renelhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/08490888250385942221noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-76554524397208747.post-27185394502800727782012-06-29T05:27:01.246-07:002012-06-29T05:27:01.246-07:00This is one of your most powerful posts for me to ...This is one of your most powerful posts for me to date. <br /><br />Boy, can I relate to the fear of one of your living children dying. I've had to work every day at not letting it spill over and smothering my oldest and now youngest with over protected neuroses. <br /><br />You are in my thoughts always, I hope you are being kind & gentle on yourself.Carolinehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/00764864373068616461noreply@blogger.com