tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-76554524397208747.post7803337467062527292..comments2023-04-01T03:49:22.593-07:00Comments on After Eva: More than I ever wanted to know...Emhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11910371746336686970noreply@blogger.comBlogger22125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-76554524397208747.post-73668920475208438082013-06-22T17:15:43.961-07:002013-06-22T17:15:43.961-07:00:'(:'(S Amaliahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/16139717124676487400noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-76554524397208747.post-70483576272099531652013-06-19T13:30:19.927-07:002013-06-19T13:30:19.927-07:00Tash,
Thank you. I'm glad you posted a photo ...Tash, <br />Thank you. I'm glad you posted a photo of Leif. I'm not on instagram but I do follow your blog, whenever you post. What day is Liam's second birthday?Emhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/11910371746336686970noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-76554524397208747.post-66341710955928631742013-06-19T07:29:06.220-07:002013-06-19T07:29:06.220-07:00"There are so many losses with the loss of Ev..."There are so many losses with the loss of Eva. " Yes. So many losses.<br /><br />I'm remembering Eva, here in Montreal. Sending love in these weeks as you near her second birthday, and as I near Liam's second birthday too. I wish they were both here. So much.Tashhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/07078703799477411588noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-76554524397208747.post-56108705274137515252013-06-16T13:25:20.601-07:002013-06-16T13:25:20.601-07:00We are about 5 hour drive from Edmonton. And, yes,...We are about 5 hour drive from Edmonton. And, yes, our autopsy report was very detailed. Heart-wrenchingly detailed but having less detail would be hard too. Neither is something you ever want to read.Emhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/11910371746336686970noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-76554524397208747.post-47034995848723816922013-06-16T13:23:51.851-07:002013-06-16T13:23:51.851-07:00This comment has been removed by the author.Emhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/11910371746336686970noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-76554524397208747.post-12900897680315521932013-06-16T13:20:29.578-07:002013-06-16T13:20:29.578-07:00All my broken hopes and dreams were never promised...All my broken hopes and dreams were never promised to me. Nowhere in the bible does it say "Parents, you shall die before your children". Emhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/11910371746336686970noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-76554524397208747.post-90114786517400172642013-06-16T11:30:23.238-07:002013-06-16T11:30:23.238-07:00Thinking of you Em. That beautiful little girl th...Thinking of you Em. That beautiful little girl that stole your heart. Its all so very frustrating and hard. ALl those broken promises. Jennyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13964282196898709053noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-76554524397208747.post-29215925862279392282013-06-16T08:42:55.984-07:002013-06-16T08:42:55.984-07:00I grew up in Red Deer before I lived overseas and ...I grew up in Red Deer before I lived overseas and found my way back to Edmonton. Such a small world. How far from Edmonton are you?<br /><br />My consultant (doctor) in the UK said the autopsy reports there are normally at least 10 pages long, and that ours was just not as detailed as he was used to. It's hard.Anonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/11156015722355587810noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-76554524397208747.post-89693219227239259822013-06-16T07:31:55.565-07:002013-06-16T07:31:55.565-07:00<3<3 Emhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/11910371746336686970noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-76554524397208747.post-46170028135670369742013-06-16T07:31:23.293-07:002013-06-16T07:31:23.293-07:00Thank you S. Thank you for remembering without a p...Thank you S. Thank you for remembering without a post. It was a very hard day yesterday. So hard I couldn't write, and that is a rare thing.Emhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/11910371746336686970noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-76554524397208747.post-20712616618073749902013-06-15T16:21:09.832-07:002013-06-15T16:21:09.832-07:00It's the 15th today, Em, and I am thinking of ...It's the 15th today, Em, and I am thinking of you and your precious girl, Eva. Praying for you, too.S Amaliahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/16139717124676487400noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-76554524397208747.post-38257530643262500052013-06-15T04:25:32.671-07:002013-06-15T04:25:32.671-07:00Her uterus and ovaries, your grandchildren. How u...Her uterus and ovaries, your grandchildren. How utterly heartbreaking, Momma. <3Devanyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/05623352274996033195noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-76554524397208747.post-71494636689931053062013-06-14T20:36:37.914-07:002013-06-14T20:36:37.914-07:00Nope, never enough.Nope, never enough.Emhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/11910371746336686970noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-76554524397208747.post-64365156481866439082013-06-14T20:36:07.146-07:002013-06-14T20:36:07.146-07:00...in a nutshell......in a nutshell...Emhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/11910371746336686970noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-76554524397208747.post-76932893904486678402013-06-14T20:22:23.499-07:002013-06-14T20:22:23.499-07:00Your trip: a time of precious memories of Eva, a t...Your trip: a time of precious memories of Eva, a time of pain receiving the autopsy report and a time of peace and rejoicing learning of Nathan's healthy heart. sending my love, hugs and prayersBeccyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/07063220741169180825noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-76554524397208747.post-45492377453123322512013-06-14T14:25:11.232-07:002013-06-14T14:25:11.232-07:00I also wished that I could have had more time with...I also wished that I could have had more time with Grace's body. My DH arranged the funeral home to pick her up and I was not ready to let go of her little body, even though she was cold and was not a good color anymore. But he was right, a few minutes or a few hours more would never have been enough.... Missing Eva with you.Grace's Momhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15208469231684698972noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-76554524397208747.post-32114795204349857172013-06-14T10:55:06.934-07:002013-06-14T10:55:06.934-07:00alwaysthree,
I could not say the F word in the sa...alwaysthree,<br /><br />I could not say the F word in the same sentence as Evas name in the early days. It got easier now I can say Funeral and Autopsy with her name in the sentence. It is still awful, but possible.Emhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/11910371746336686970noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-76554524397208747.post-60242344459983504682013-06-14T10:38:30.281-07:002013-06-14T10:38:30.281-07:00That is a random twist. I know 2 other blms from E...That is a random twist. I know 2 other blms from Edmonton and 1 from Red Deer. Although I met them IRl at first. This is my first connection from blogging-and it is nice. The reason we have so much detail in our autopsy report is because we gave permission for a full autopsy when we meant to only give permission for her heart. But I did want to know how much she weighed when she died. Emhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/11910371746336686970noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-76554524397208747.post-77729192555700839622013-06-14T10:28:56.900-07:002013-06-14T10:28:56.900-07:001 mm. 1mm in her heart. A pencil tip in size for E...1 mm. 1mm in her heart. A pencil tip in size for Eva. My kids get scrapes bigger than that almost daily as they run around outside. And they do not die. It is all about location, location, location. Such a tiny thing wrong with our girls, and they are gone. Really, really gone...no matter how hard we look. I have never been so excited to get old and die.Emhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/11910371746336686970noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-76554524397208747.post-58506862800840190662013-06-14T10:09:44.239-07:002013-06-14T10:09:44.239-07:00Emily's autopsy report was hard too. She died ...Emily's autopsy report was hard too. She died because of a wrong estimation of the shunt length. It was off by one mm. <br />That was all I read. I don't know what else the report held...<br /><br />I swear sometimes I hear a baby crying in the other room, and I think it's Emily. No she really is gone...no matter how hard we look for our girls, they really are gone. ~ReneeJoel and Renéehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03159143880787831390noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-76554524397208747.post-69986987694023428552013-06-14T08:29:03.826-07:002013-06-14T08:29:03.826-07:00Oh this post makes my heart hurt. I'm so sorry...Oh this post makes my heart hurt. I'm so sorry. I have read Finley's autopsy report. It is only one page long as it was conducted in Italy, and they clearly don't go into as much detail as we are used to here. It almost feels like it was for nothing, as we didn't really find anything out at all.<br /><br />In a random twist, I live in Edmonton. I had no idea you were so near by xAnonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/11156015722355587810noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-76554524397208747.post-53072909933362748682013-06-14T06:08:01.426-07:002013-06-14T06:08:01.426-07:00Oh Em. Such emotional stuff.
I refuse to read th...Oh Em. Such emotional stuff.<br /><br />I refuse to read the report because I can't bear to know such details. I can't even use that word beginning with "a" as the thought of it all is so distressing.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.com